Missionary Farewell Talk, Sept. 16, 2012
Almost
5 months ago I got a call from my family telling me that my mission call had arrived
from Salt Lake. I found it sitting on my bed when I flew home from BYU two days
later and, to my family’s credit and my surprise, it was still unopened. This
Tuesday I fly to the Missionary Training Center to begin my mission, exactly
150 days from the time I opened my call and learned that I would be serving
among the people of Campinas in the southeastern part of Brazil. The Lord was
being serious when He revealed to Joseph Smith in the 35th section
of the Doctrine and Covenants that He would “call upon the weak things of the
world, those who are unlearned and despised, to thrash the nations by the power
of [His] Spirit” (v. 13). I don’t know the first thing about the Portuguese
language, the people I’m going to meet, or how tolerable my companions will be.
But I do know that my Heavenly Father knows what He’s doing, that He knows me
personally, and that for the next two years I will be doing what He wants me to
do. I will be continuing the work first started on this earth by His Son and my
Savior.
That
work—“bring[ing] to pass the immortality and eternal life of man”—has patterned
the creation of this world and countless others before it. As members of God’s
church, we have been blessed to play a significant part in ushering in the work
of our Father. We are instruments in His hands, and as soon as we join His
church we begin to learn our duties and responsibilities in it. We hold weekly meetings
and councils, fulfill callings, perform service, and study the gospel as
contained in the scriptures and words of the prophets. Sometimes, as has been
my experience in preparing for my mission, we become so caught up in what we are doing that we forget why we are doing it. In the most recent
General Conference, President Uchtdorf reminded priesthood holders to focus on
what he called “the why of priesthood service.” He counseled, “We need to be
constantly reminded of the eternal reasons behind the things we are commanded
to do. Understanding the why of the
gospel and the why of the priesthood
will help us to see the divine purpose of all this. It will give us motivation
and strength to do the right things, even when they are hard.” President
Uchtdorf never specifically mentioned what he thought the “why” was—I think he
wanted each of us to study it out and ponder it in our hearts. For me, through
my study and preparation for this talk and my mission, I’ve learned that two
reasons behind what we do in the Church ought to be the Atonement, and our love
for God and our neighbor.
An
important moment in my understanding of the why of priesthood service came in
my second semester of attending BYU. Our bishopric asked one of the few
returned missionaries in the ward to spend an hour after church each week
teaching us important principles of missionary service. An additional hour of
meetings seemed like an insurmountable burden at first, especially on Fast
Sunday’s, but the Lord blessed me every time I decided to go. One particular
Sunday our teacher posed to us the question, “Why serve a mission anyway?” We gave
him every answer we could think of but his response was always the same: “Good,
but no.” Eventually he shared with us Elder Holland’s answer to the same
question, given while speaking to missionaries at the Provo MTC. Elder Holland
said the purest reason for serving a mission is to help investigators learn to
access the Atonement.
“A convert’s new life is to be built upon faith in the Lord
Jesus Christ and His redeeming sacrifice—a conviction that He really is the Son
of God, that He lives this very moment…that He alone holds the key to our
salvation and exaltation. That belief is to be followed by true repentance,
repentance which shows our desire to be clean and renewed and whole, repentance
that allows us to lay claim to the full blessings of the Atonement.”
I was deeply touched by what Elder Holland had said, but I
shouldn’t have been surprised. The Atonement is at the center of both the Plan
of Salvation and the restored gospel. The Prophet Joseph Smith declared that
all things “which pertain to our religion are only appendages” to the Atonement
of Jesus Christ. He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and no man cometh unto
the Father but by Him. Unless we turn to our Savior, access His Atonement, and
exercise faith in him unto repentance we cannot be exalted. One “why of
priesthood service and why of the gospel” then, is to point souls to Christ and
His selfless sacrifice.
Jesus spent His life serving others, and we are expected to do
the same. The remarkable thing about service is that it blesses the lives of
those who serve just as much as it does those who are served. President Monson
encouraged young adults during a recent CES Fireside to “Help others in their
race of life. Remember that when you help another up a mountain, you are a
little nearer the top yourself.” I chose the path of a mission because I wanted
to help my brothers and sisters climb that mountain and come unto Christ. I
have faith that many lives will be blessed because of my service, but I know
that God in His goodness will serve me more than I could ever serve them. My
experiences with service in the past have taught me that it is not really me
carrying another up a mountain; it is our Savior carrying both of us.
The second to last paragraph of every missionary’s call
promises that “Greater blessings and more happiness than you have yet
experienced await you as you humbly and prayerfully serve the Lord in this
labor of love among His children.” As the Lord carries the missionary and the
investigator, the giver of service and the receiver up the mountain, both
individuals are pointed to Christ and rejoice in Him. Doctrine and Covenants
18:15 reads, “And if it so be that you should labor all your days in crying
repentance unto this people, and bring, save it be one soul unto me, how great
shall be your joy with him in the
kingdom of my Father!” An eternal bond seems to grow between the two of them.
I have seen and felt many memorable bonds of service at work
in my life and the lives of those close to me. I have felt them when my dad has
placed his hands upon my head to give me a Father’s Blessing. I have seen them
in frequent home teaching visits and presidency meetings and phone calls. I
have felt them when members of a bishopric have wept with joy and love for the
ward members they work with every week. I’ve seen them at home and in the
temple, and I am feeling them now as I speak to so many of you who have served
me in countless ways.
One of the most touching experiences I’ve had pertaining to
service involved a group of athletes I worked with this past Spring. They were
no ordinary athletes, seeing as they had trained for months to participate in
the 2012 Winter Special Olympics for the state of Utah. As part of a service
component of an American Heritage class I took at BYU, some friends and I
decided that we would make the 2 hour, early, early morning drive from Provo to
Ogden to volunteer at the games for a Saturday. I’d like to read a little bit
from the report that we presented to our class about that day:
“We began our service with the mindset that we would be making
a mark on the people we met, but quickly realized that, in reality, we would be
the beneficiaries of their remarkable talents, friendship, and heartwarming
smiles. One particular experience taught us the incredible blessings that can
come when we offer ourselves up as instruments of good in God’s hands. During
the first race of the day, a young man named Jonathan stood frozen at the
starting line for almost a full thirty seconds after the call “go” had sounded.
Some other volunteers watched with us, a little heartbroken, as an athlete who
had spent so long training struggled to overcome his fear to begin the race.
Our cheers of encouragement grew in volume and urgency until, finally, Jonathan
made his way down the 50-meter stretch of snow. The crowd erupted as he crossed
the finish line, and the smile on his face did more wonders for us than we ever
could have for him. He finished dead last, but seeing him finish at all struck
us as the most impressive victory of the day. Most of the volunteers came to
help with an event, but we left fully invested in people. The friends we made and athletes we served confirmed to us
that we had been ‘in the service of [our] God’ that day.”
Seeing Jonathan finish that race proved to be a powerful
parable for me of God’s infinite love for His children. We are all participants
in one great race to return to live with Him forever. He has laid the course
before us and the call to start has sounded. In our weakness, many of us delay
at the starting line or somewhere along the middle of our journey, just as
Jonathan did. But it doesn’t matter who gets there first. What matters is that
we finish. Every time we pause or stumble, He has provided the Atonement of His
Only Begotten as a way for us to make it back to our feet. Our Heavenly Father
is not just calling to us from the sideline, but He has sent His son, Jesus
Christ, to be with us as we run. A father’s love for his children could not be
more perfect.
It makes sense to me that love is yet another why of the
gospel and priesthood service. “For God so loved the world, that he gave his
only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have
everlasting life” (John 3:16). God’s work is to bring to pass our immortality
and eternal life; His reason behind it is His love for each of us. Because we
have been commanded to keep “an eye single to the glory of God,” our work
should be His work, and our reason for working should be His reason. (D&C
4:5). Everything we do in the Church should be done with love for the Lord and
love for our neighbor. That is a tall order, but it comes with a remarkable
promise. Elder Joseph B. Wirthlin said, “Love is the beginning, the middle, and
the end of the pathway of discipleship. It comforts, counsels, cures, and
consoles. It leads us through valleys of darkness and through the veil of
death. In the end love leads us to the glory and grandeur of eternal life.”
I’m still thousands of miles from the people I will soon serve,
but I have already begun to love them. I can only imagine the extent of
Heavenly Father’s love for His children as a perfect parent. The Apostle Paul wrote, “For I am
persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor
powers,…nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of
God” (Romans 8:38-39). I know that it is that love that will sustain us when we
don’t think we can go any further, and I know that our love for others will
sustain both us and them in a similar way.
I know that firsthand because preparing for my mission,
especially in the months since I received my call, has been really, really trying
at times. My mom can attest to the headaches involved in getting a visa for one
of the most difficult countries in the world. I can tell you how hard it’s been
knowing that my name isn’t on any of the BYU-Georgia Tech football tickets that
Bishop Black’s been handing out for this October. There have been days when I
have let the shopping, the paperwork, and the painful goodbyes overshadow the
simplicity of serving the Lord. I have felt empty, scared, and alone, but God’s
love and Christ’s Atonement have buoyed me up each time I’ve humbled myself and
turned to them. Every negative feeling always departs when I remember why
I’ve chosen to serve and sacrifice.
President Uchtdorf has promised that remembering the why will motivate
and uplift us. To quote him directly, “It is in the why of priesthood service that we discover the fire, passion, and
power of the priesthood. The what of…service
teaches us what to do. The why inspires
our souls. The what informs, but the why transforms.” I testify of the truth
of his counsel. Focusing on the “why” of my mission and the “why” of priesthood
service—that is, love and the Atonement of Jesus Christ—has brought a new
perspective and a new hope into my life and my preparation. It has reminded me
that I am about my Father’s business, and as such I am entitled to His help. My
role is to trust that He knows what He is doing more than I. I am eager to
watch my love for my fellow men grow as we together draw nearer to Jesus Christ
and rejoice in the hope and renewal made possible by His sacrifice made on our
behalf.
Bear Testimony.
In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
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